Update - Vacation Time!

Hi everyone!

Sorry for the more-sporadic-than-usual blogging...summer has a funny way of making things go off schedule. Stephen and his family are on vacation right now - please pray that God will give them a time of rest and relaxation and keep them safe as they travel. I'm also away - I'm in Canada until mid-July visiting my family and raising support for the coming year. I've never had to do this before, so please also pray for me - that God will give me the words as I speak to people and that I wouldn't be afraid to ask for what I need. If you would like to help me, or would like to donate to the ministry in general, remember that you can donate using the PayPal button at the top of this page, or you can send donations to these addresses:

U.S.A.

Make all checks and donations payable to:
Seedtime and Harvest Ministries
8635 Callaghan Road
San Antonio, TX 78230

Canada

Make all checks and donations payable to:
Shiloh Christian Centre
P.O. Box 158
Fenelon Falls, ONT KOM 1NO

(Please specify in writing the persons or projects to which the funds are designated; all donations are tax deductible)

God bless you as you give to his work. For those of you who are also on vacation or are making plans, we pray that God will bless your time off!

I Can't Do It

For the last month, I've been teaching a children's Bible class 4 days a week at the English school. We're going through the Old Testament, touching on major stories and people, and yesterday the lesson was about the anointing of Saul as the first king of Israel. We talked about how Saul didn't understand why he had been chosen by God to be king: "But am I not a Benjamite, from the smallest tribe of Israel, and is not my clan the least of all the clans of the tribe of Benjamin? Why do you say such a thing to me?" (1 Sam. 9:21). In other words, "I'm not important, I don't have anything to offer, what does God want with me?" This is the same thing that Gideon and Moses said to God: "Choose someone else - I can't do it." I say the same thing as well, especially when it comes to teaching. For me, teaching is the hardest thing I do here, and this Bible class has especially been a struggle because not only do I have to teach, but I have to teach in Spanish. Every day I want to give up before I start, because I think, "I'm going to make mistakes, this is too hard...I can't do it."

"I can't do it" - this is the whole point!!

In every class I give the students a memory verse to learn for the next day. To go with the lesson yesterday, I chose 2 Corinthians 4:7: "But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us." What is the treasure? The Spirit of God and the knowledge of him. And what are the jars of clay? We are. Moses was. Saul was. I am. If we are weak in a certain area, but ask God to provide what we lack, and then go ahead and act, people will see that God is working through us because of our faults, not in spite of them. Even though I'm not the best teacher in the world, if I do my part - preparing for class and showing up every day - God can use that for his glory. Usually only two or three kids come to class, but yesterday three more girls from the church dropped by the school on an errand and decided to sit in the class. Afterwards, one of the girls told me that this idea, this theme, had been running through her mind for several weeks. She said that, although she is a Christian, she has made some mistakes and she and others have been doubting and wondering how God can use her life. We prayed together, and she said that now she knows that God will restore her and use her for his purposes.

Alone, using my own resources, I can't do it. But if I am willing to be used, there is no limit to what God can do through me.

"I can do everything through him who gives me strength." (Phil. 4:13)